Recall:
Me-time!---Me-way!...Me-Conclusion!
“Hessie!
Chile! You can’t just lay there. Girl! Storm’s a-comin’! Get yourself up!”
Mamma’s words echoed in her demented
mental-state mind. Mamma was afraid her youngest child of a seven-total clan
was at Death’s-door. Momma’s-own demise some fifty-years prior did not dissuade
Hessie from seeing the matron in her
present “reality” of obfuscated realism.
The hapless woman had never lived to see
the other side of “30”; worked herself into an early grave with a hunched back,
fingers literally worked to the bone. Seven young-’uns in constant need of food
and clothes and nurturing had taken their toll; married at age 13 to a shifless
good-for-nothing drinking/womanizing useless sort of a man had not lessened
Mamma’s burdens. And, though everybody in the county knew it, Hessie would
never admit, or even mention, her mother’s second
avocation: all the males from far and
wide knew of the “silver-dollar” special for which the pretty, young black-gal
living in the shack just of the highway was famous.
Hessie truly hated that reputation of
her Momma’s legacy; still, took up the same immoral transgression-habit,
anyway. A girl did what she had to do to survive. And, Hessie sure enough
enjoyed a host of male companions.
The silver dollars added up to a
handsome tally; it paid the bills, and then some.
Mamma’s “ghost”, or whatever Hessie
imagined, or saw, faded as the old woman’s eyes opened. “Was that ‘Mamma’
giving me ‘what-for’ just cause I done gone and got myself sick?”
Rational!? Again? She considered her
plight; she felt downright “poorly”; hopeless.
Should-a called the doctor. Sure-enough!
The old gal chastised herself for poor judgement.
Too weak to laugh aloud at her
prophetic-conclusion---“Poor-judgement”!...She
smiled.
A grey-curtain closed in a fog-shroud
surrounding her tortured mind; fever-spiked. She slept, then, for some period
too obfuscated for the tally-count; somehow Hessie silent-prayed her
dear-departed mother might once more return to chide her from the bed so
clammy-cold around her.
Slipping uncontrollably from hither to
yon, Hessie relived her Alleluia-days!?
Was it Hell!?
(Part 3 of 6 tomorrow)
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