Wednesday, March 22, 2023

Epiphany!---Confession!...Alelluia! (Part 2 oof 2)

 And, today, I chase the “silver and gold” evil faux-tally by investing (donating) in the lottery.

I only play because I think I’m really Santa Claus and I intend to give it all away.

Honestly! It is an “insane” purposed-perversion! I have no-need of riches, don’t need or want anything! Already got more than I need. Won the elusive “Lottery-of-life-and-love” with a special mantra emblazoned on a brilliant red pennant Proudly flying on a golden-staffed gonfalon. Blazing, bold white letters proclaim my meaning: Faith! Family! Freedom! Amen!

Later yet, to celebrate my fortieth year, I quit my exciting and rewarding “J-O-B”, still enjoying my precious-Freedom under the guise of “commitment” and spent the next 18 years with a young man who became my very best-friend; our 1st grandson, Z. Tyler! Fun-’n-games”!

Often took him out of school to play golf; went to cardinal Thursday afternoon ball games!

Once I came to my senses---Oh! Hell! I knew it all along!...I began really living holy-Liberty!

Made more money after that “Epiphany”: When you stop chasing money, it just kind of starts chasing you! Funny!? And---I know you don’t believe it…That’s quite alright! It does work!

Kind-a like Redemption!-Salvation!---Al you gotta do…is Believe! Isn’t that---just…too easy?

Some have inquired “How?” do you retire at age 40? Do it!---and…Don’t ever  look back!

Yeah! I’m a professional-bum! But, I’m good at it! Lot’s of Practice! Always!

Won’t admit to having “No ambition.” Just focused Life-Love in a Measure! Pleasure! Treasure! Trinity! Reckon so, it does no harm---and, it suits me…to a “T”! Amen!

In the present, I have found an emotion-devotion to writing---an attempt(?)…anyway!

We’ve been exceedingly Blessed! Faith! Family! Freedom! Fun-’n-games! Always! Amen!

A Fantastic–family with beautiful girls and handsome boys; all highly intelligent and kind!

I errantly bragged about my wife, “The Saint”, only to one fine day realize she’s an “Angel”!

So!?---Another…Epiphany! I “get” the Aussie God Hunters excitement finding a bit of gold!

You see! The Pleasure is in the journey! It’s not some elusive Prize! It’s Playing-the-game!

Baseball isn’t about the tally-score, the victory is simply participating in the adventure-game!

Maybe it’s as simple as what my cardiologist says makes a “Good” golfer. Low expectations!

“Yes! Lovely-Lady Candice Leah!” I began an explanation, “The charm in finding a tiny sliver of gold is not in the value of the “material”, rather, in the expression of the virtue!Amen!

Politely, she didn’t argue. Reckon so she knows me too well---or…she’s finally just given-up!

Never showed much adult Good-sense---Never needed it…Never found any worth the effort!

Thanksgiving Praise! Honor! Glory! Prayer for Life! & Love!

I solemnly Pray: Dear God! My Lord! Allow, Please, that I might once more enjoy the majesty of the Rocky Mountains, view just once more a soaring eagle from above his position, ride the noble friend-horse view the blue Pacific from a parapet escarpment, visit the Diamond Mine in Arkansas, search Arizona for the Dutchman’s Lost Gold Mine. Savor the sunshine-gold, bathe luxuriant in the glow of an alabaster pale full moon delight, kiss my Love, hug my progeny, revel in a satiated-spirit holy-sacred Peace, Dream-and-do all-the-impossibles, never give-up, make many smile and laugh, offer Praise! Honor! & Glory! Embrace and enjoy! Ride the wild Magic-unicorn across the cosmos-Fantasy! Plant another tree! Live! Love! & Laugh! Another dawn! A new-day! A chance! A “Whisper-wind” time-through-space! Sure enough! Reckon so! If Thy-will be done---I’ll be there!...always and forever! Amen!

For I live just yonder south of a golden sun high noon

A bit west below silver-glow alabaster pale full moon

Amen!---Amen!...Amen!

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