Thursday, November 17, 2022

So---let it begin...and continue eternal! Amen!

 

Love-inception!

Oh! Lord! Pray I! Thank Thee for sacred-life and mostly---for…holy-Love!
 
No plan! No prospects! Just sacred life. An American chance! Ambition! Hedonist! Rebel!

Such a resume-outline for what? Some preordained conclusion? Money? Fame? Celebrity?

Someone “else’s” predetermined choice for me? Not hardly! Not this time around! Amen!

Early on I quickly learned to admire and revere that unique American spirit that made this the greatest nation the world has ever seen, to date, exemplified by the holy Independent Individual!

Too many episodes of my childhood heroes: Superman and The Lone Ranger! Not “too many” for me, personally, I can’t get enough of Truth! Justice! & The American way! Amen!

Of course, the child-innocent inevitably grows physically, mentally, and spiritually bringing to the forefront a plethora of (Oh! Dear God!) reality-of-life, rules, limits. Parameters, adults!?

Tough! For a spirited Rebel! Rascal! Rogue! Rapscallion! Hedonist! To abide. Hmm!?

That special, sacred, holy, treasured, revered Gift-of-Life through precious Love seemed obvious to a kid with only a single ambition: Enjoy the sweet nectar of every facet flat-out!

And, I did just exactly that! To the very fullest! Often! And, forever! Wow! No wonder!
  

Such irresponsible, immature attitude works fairly well for a child; as one grows, however, the luster of a cavalier Devil-may-care personality seems to grate on the “elite” authorities who diligently try to keep the ever-loved status-quo just that, the same forever! Wow! Boring!

And, therein lies the Truth of me and of the “matter” itself---I’ve never been…bored! Amen!

As for my spiritual soul? Well! Now! How about reverently serving sacred mass in fifth grade? Aspiring to become a Catholic priest by enrolling in the seminary (if they’ll have me) at the end of eighth grade? (I even took the entrance exam! Wow!) All of that---then…Candy-girl!

Just how “lucky”, actually, blessed, one man might be defies any explanation! Amen!

So? Here I am at the tender age of twelve, one fine Saturday morning working on chopping down a dead cherry tree positioned on the property line between my dear Grandma’s garden and the neighbors land. Busily hacking away with a hatchet and probably considering my future pastoral duties and responsibilities after becoming a clergy, I see across the way that Vision-of-a-beauty, pretty little Candy-girl walking down the side street toward her home about a block and a half away. I kept at my labor while surreptitiously watching the auburn-haired beauty approach.

Too shy (and, with the seminary close at hand) I feigned apathy at her loveliness.

Whack!” Next thing I know is I nearly made myself unable to further ever count to “ten” by half as I came way too close to my left hand with the evil hatchet. Whew!

“Hey! Big boy! Don’t hurt yourself!” I heard the “passion” words of Miss Beautiful addressing “little-ole-me”! Wow! I didn’t even know she knew who I was. Later, by several years, Lovely Lady Candice Leah allowed that she never called to me that day. Hmm!? Memory attests to the sacred-Truth of my recollection (and, I remind you, I do speak Truth, or, at least, I did so back then) Remember? I was going to the seminary to become a priest?

Just a little while later, my thoughts turned to Love and the seminary and a white collar were quickly lost to a pursuit of spiritual bliss in the delightful company of my Lovely Candy-girl!

For twenty years, or so, after we were wed, I bragged about my saintly wife. Then, one fine day I paused, considering. Slapping my palm against my forehead, I exclaimed in realization: She’s noSaint”! She’s an “Angel”! I thank God for her Love each day!

Happy 56th Anniversary! (November 25, 2022)
Angel-baby! Candy-girl! Amen!        Love, Carl Edward

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