A “New”-Reality!?---How!?...&-Why!?
(an-awakening!?)
I was busy just-opening one of my big safe-deposit boxes in any-bank
Held myriad gold-coins to gain my-horde
as I enjoy special high-rank
Suddenly like a lightning-flash my-mind
gray-fogged in a cosmos-swirl
Quick-standing on a muddy-water
river-bank before a fragile native-girl
A-tan burlap-sack covered her shivering
thin-body hunched against a tree
In bony-arms she cradled a
ragged-blanket holding a cold-infant set-free
Big brown-eyes stared-lifeless absent
any further-want to shed sorrow-tears
Poverty &
War & worse-poverty had stolen her-youth of a-hard fifteen-years
Any anchor-roots
refused to-sprout early-ripped away from nurture-soil
Enough-to-eat for day-to-day survival
fending-off troubles, snares & toil
I had witnessed lost-Hope! “desperation” when any industry-Captain fell
My adrift-girl seemed but a wraith with a story she could-not
possibly-tell
This proud-heart lived above any-fray but at the pathetic-sight it
fair-melted
Money! &
Power!
I celebrated-life very-fine! Wine! Women!
& Song!-belted!
Hollow-lithe skeleton quaked in
abject-despair as an angelic-spirit resigned
Death-of-the-baby had severed
soul-from-body in an evil-anguish
assigned
I knew-not what-to-say having-had no
experience facing a vacant-lost ghost
Gold-coins in me-hand held-out to her
seemed an un-Christian insulting-boast
Corse-vile Money! She could neither-understand nor-want nor covet-in-sin
And---I had no worthy gesture-offering…I knew-not where ’ere she’d-been
Seemed-I might have been-able to assist
in some small treasure-measure way
My-wealth! Business-acumen! Cunning-wit!
Failed! Any-aid? Held-at-bay!
I wanted to tell the-girl “Life is like
the river-water bringing green-abound.”
I wished to hold her close like a
father-comfort---but…Courage
not-found
Didn’t-matter! ---The damsel
saw-me-not!...Her senses halted-in-abeyance
An evil-vacant
loss claimed her dismissed-spirit/soul in-lost Hope!-defrayance
Not-a-single-word did the Young-lady utter nor even acknowledge-me
Her-situation spoke-volumes that even a
blind-man ought begin-to-see
A solid-clunk awoke-me as a heavy gold-coin slapped at the metal-box
Departing yon-“fog” back-to-some-reality
time-faded from-spirit-clocks
I soon-embarked a-journey continent-bound toward a muddy-water
river
Me generous-purpose
finding yon Hope-less Miss to be a Salvation-giver
Allow-I bear-cumbrance your-burden and
your-strife? (1:12)-Deuteronomy
Found first-friend fine-fellowship Faith! Family! Freedom!-Philanthropy
Hope! Comfort!
Inspiration!
Only-just vacant-dreams of resolute-fantasy to-Pray?
A faint glimmer-spark within a faded-eye
Redemption!-Salvation! One-soon-day!
For blessings
thee have---eternal-Thankful! For
vacant-desires…Deny!-Eschew!
Selfless!-Think! –Live! -Love! Satiate-thy-spirit appreciating Grace!
Thee-knew!
Live! Love!
Laugh!
Focus-contemplate!
Vigilant-be! No-one’s future is
ever-late!
Faith! Family!
Freedom!
Might just be all there really---Is!
In one-eternal-instant the only
mercy-blessing will be…His!
For one-fine-day might “There: Go-I!”
save God’s-Love! not just-away
too-far
My eternal-Redemption! Love! My-Salvation! Dared-Dreams! Pray-I reach-par!
When ’ere haughty-Pride! Shines a bright golden-crown bejeweled luster-glow
My-(simple-humble) desired-spirit revisits a
wretched native-soul river-review show
My transgression-sin confessed: I might
not have been the very-best I-could?
Any-Redemption
chance: Tried keep Commandments-10!
Like I knew I-should!
Possible-Salvation!? For such lost-soul? Spread Happy!-Grace! To-all
I-would!
And---one fine-day…in judgment-eternal
may I-stand Proud!-tall relief
I planted 12k-trees---bequeathed-smiles…quelled
another’s wicked-grief
There!---upon a muddy-water riverbank…a
witness vile-conclusion of-despair
Two-souls!---One-dead!
One-challenged!...Two-spirits a
rejoiced-in-Grace! share
For any
and all I’ve-been and am and on-the-’morrow-dawn
Hope! might try-to-be
In fairness Honor!-Truth! sacred- life and Love! allow me-spirit
crystal-clarity to-see
In every-challenge encourage Good!---Better!...Striving eternal to-attain the very-Best!
Pray-I! My thoughts and words and deeds
deliver Love!-Peace! upon
horizon’s-crest
Amen! Amen! & Amen!