Monday, April 30, 2018

"Material"-values!? Ha!


“Material” values!?
 
 
I sure enough reckon that stacks of silver rounds and
thousands in gold coins along with sparkle-diamonds,
furs, sports-cars, lavish-estates, exotic-travel trophy-
wives by the score and all-such-matter of insanity
including the ultimate-“success” of the total-tally
being, at the very least, more than the next guy must
truly be pretty exciting---enough pilgrims chase the elusive
“dream”? (or nightmare?)…a very few even succeed!?
 
In that final end, just around the next instant, levels the
field---no Brinks truck…ever follows the hearse!
 
Made a few sheckels in my time & space---sure did…
spent it all, and, then some more, to boot! Oh! Yeah!
 
What do I have to show for the effort---fabulous-memories!
 
Bought me some mighty fine estates, swimming pools,
horses, vacations and---a few hundred grand worth of
sports cars…’course, I still don’t have a fancy ride!
 
Gave it all away---I did…I loved them much more than me!?
 
When my time ticks and---they lay me down…I’ll smile Happy!
 
Keeping score is only important---if…you can count!? Hmm!
 
So? Enjoy What? I leave---if…anything.
 
 
I’ll take dawn to noon to midnight to dawn---and…all between.




Here’s to Life! Love! Laugh! I wish you…Peace!
 
Amen!


Sunday, April 29, 2018

Living Liberty's sweet Freedom


Soar Emotion Spirit-wild
 
Deep-breathe sacred-Liberty sweet-Freedom eternity
 
Gentle-stir thy light on sleepy-eyes my new-day dawn
Another chance at Redemption to soft-touch Salvation
 
Deep-breathe sacred-Liberty sweet-Freedom eternity
 
Blaze yellow-orange sunrise solemn deep-chill thrill
His gold-warming shafts tender-touch stirring-emotion
 
Deep-breathe sacred-Liberty sweet-Freedom eternity
 
Mid-morn labor-respite on yon bench in filigree-shade
Cool-lemonaid thirst-quencher replenish a fetid- flesh
 
Deep-breathe sacred-Liberty sweet-Freedom eternity
 
Yonder! Live I! Just south of comfort high-noon sun
A bit west of Eden under an alabaster pale full-moon
 
Deep-breathe sacred-Liberty sweet-Freedom eternity
 
In the heat of afternoon wave-shimmer a cooling-delight
Ice-cream cold sweet-taste in childlike licking-chase sight
 
Deep-breathe sacred-Liberty sweet-Freedom eternity
 
Sup on His glorious bounty for strength to regain Hope
Long-stretch to relax taut-muscles in satiated-revere
 
Deep-breathe sacred-Liberty sweet-Freedom eternity
 
Come eve’s purple-solitude in ushered whisper-wind space
Long-shadows lead night-time vigil in reflection-claimed
 
Deep-breathe sacred-Liberty sweet-Freedom eternity
 
Come then, midnight-deep in rest of dreams imagination-free
“Sleep-soft!” My child, awaiting tender-kiss of promised-dawn
 
Deep-breathe sacred-Liberty sweet-Freedom eternity
 
Pray humble-simple I: Live-full in each instant divine-sought
Amen!

Saturday, April 28, 2018

Adios! Friend Miss-Shirley

 
Some days harbor bad-news---today...Miss Shirley died
 
I knew this "worthy" Independent-Individual through
business dealings; she was a Realtor, I was a player; we
did some hefty dealings over the years; she saved me---
a "few" times (from my "aggressive" penchants). Thanks!

This "Lady" lived Honesty to a fault; I appreciate that.
 
One day we were out surveying the market searching for
the next "windfall" when she allowed that her "net worth"
was well over the $2-mil mark; I congratulated her. She
said that two things she had always coveted was a shiny
convertible and an in-ground swimming pool. At the time,
Miss Shirley had pushed on past the 60-year milestone and
worried that people might talk about an "old-lady" in a sports car.
 
Being "friends", I impressed upon my friend that life is short
and that she should enjoy those "trophies": convertible and pool.
 
About a year later, she drove the shiny convertible; I applauded
her decision; absent rain or snow, she always had the top down.
 
I reckon she never "plunged" into the swimming pool. So Sorry!
  
Here is one of the "Good" ones, Lord! Take "special" care of her!
Have her say "Hello!" to my friends; hopefully, I'll see you all---there!?

We will surely miss her smile!

Amen!

A sad Adieu! Proud to have known you! Mon Amie! Carl

Friday, April 27, 2018

Wanderings


Wanderings
 
Yet, of my wanderings in this old wide-world
Meandering free as “old glory” waves unfurled
 
Not intentional searching for one truth to be found
No straight line beckoning to any particular sound
 
Back there in mind to those earliest memories
Always an answer through miraculous remedies
 
Never entertained a doubt I simply could not do it
His guiding hand led me, most assuredly, I knew it
 
All holy days in my waking, inside my sleeping
Spirit protected through His tender safe keeping
 
My soul’s wondrous glow in the Spirit’s holy grace
Led limited mind and body to His most holy place
 
My sacred badge of honor, my word; it is my bond
 Redeemer-Savior celestial mantle I have donned
 
Undeserving wretched soul asked, “Why me, Lord?”
Saints all around, yet chose lost I as Your worldly ward
 
As always, my best, You’ll n’ere be disappointed
Provide blessings, grace, Your words anointed
 
One day soon in heaven I hope to be found
Intensity pure of Your kingdom all around
 
When the Son shines light on every soul’s face
Communion enveloped in love’s perfect place
 
What ’ere have I now through faith I have followed
Exemplar testimony in Your Name holy hallowed

Thursday, April 26, 2018

Excerpt from "Horizon Dawn" book



And, then…

 

 

…in some future time and space yet to come upon the verdant grassland:

 

Bryan and Tommy rode either side of Sally Ann who sat upright in an English saddle astride her prancing half-Arab steel-grey charger, proud of her “tom-boy” reputation and purposely enhancing the image through attitude, chewing fully three chaws of baseball bubble gum wadded in a knot in her tight jaw. Thinking that one had to “look” the part to pull it off in an effort to keep the “little boys” in line, somewhat, at least, she allowed her nearly fully developed twelve year old legs to be “accidentally” brushed by the skinny knees of her immature friends.

Bryan, riding Desperado, a medium sized, 14.2 hand Sorel Morgan tacked in western gear, had fallen in love with the young beauty, Sally Ann, at the tender age of six, in kindergarten. So smitten was the boy that he told his mother that beautiful Miss Sally Ann would someday, and, none-too-soon, be his bride. That the girl had hardly noticed him in seven years, save for slapping his face just last year when he had tried, unsuccessfully, to kiss her cheek, did not dampen the youth’s enthusiasm; “Endeared” might be the better word. Ah! True love! Forever, the romantic dreamer; a girl could do worse!

Tommy, while certainly interested in aspects of the fairer sex, simply enjoyed being along for the ride. Oh! “If” Sally Ann ever showed even the slightest interest in him; Well! Now, that would be a different story. For now, though, he delighted in touching her leg with his inexperienced knobby knee, liking the feeling; his real, and, only, love, was Bob-a-Lou, the bay quarter horse which he now rode. Tommy could ride like the prairie wind and had his own “rep” as the county champion barrel racer. Horse and boy made a good team; the trophies proved it.

Dale and Josey brought up the rear, trailing some dozen yards, or so, behind. Riding side by side, holding hands, stealing quick, short kisses as they bounced along bumping teeth to lips; even at a walk, the task of intentional romance was difficult, at best, astride a horse though each readily endured the pain concluding that the emotional passion-pleasure fully outweighed any inconvenience of a few bruises. Josie’s mom, a worldly woman on her third marriage, often teased the young girl about the discolorations; the two were friends and, Mom, of all people, understood “Love!”; she held the credentials, and practice, to prove it. The young pair was love sick as yearling deer experiencing their first frost-filled fall frolic foible adventures, together

 Matched Western-cut red and white checkered shirts complimented with long red neckerchiefs at the throat, tails flying in the wind, Levi jeans held in place with tooled western- motif belts adorned with large, gaudy silver buckles and western cowboy boots of the same design identified the pair as surrogate twins; they even rode a matched pair of Mor-Ab horses, half Morgan and half Arab in breed, each silver-grey in color. A “matched-pair---of…four!

The five were lifelong friends and often visited the old town of Van Gangenburg, long ago destroyed by a fiercesome conflagration engulfing the tiny burg. Local legend had it that a woman-scorned had nurtured her hurt into deep depression, finally taking her own life as she sat before a fancy French dressing table imported from the Continent just for her narcissistic fulfillment vain desires to contemplate her “once”-beauty.

Controversy had raged among the locals as to the cause of the fire; the legend grew with each succeeding generation. As with all such lore, no one knew the exact truth of the matter. Still, the tale, along with the myriad theories and various scenarios, made for good conversation. Though Van Gangenburg, the town, had disappeared from existence, the county had taken the old cattle baron’s sir-name for a proper designation in the new state over one hundred years since.

“Yee-ha!” Came a wild Indian yell of challenge from Sally Ann while the advance trio was still a good hundred yards from the ancient site as she spurred her steed into a flat out gallop; the horse loved to run and took up the cue with abandon. Sally Ann’s intent: beat the others to the bon fire site beckoning just ahead on the lonesome prairie.

Bryan lost only a second and his animal had jumped forward in anticipation of the game even before Sally Ann’s ringing challenge had died on the blowing grassland winds. Tommy, less athletic than his friends, nearly lost his seat in the saddle when his compadres bolted. Proud just to remain astride the mount, he regained his precarious balance and quickly raced across the prairie sod in a futile attempt to overtake the pair. Josie took the opportunity to grasp Dale’s horse’s bridle reins and pull both animals to a stop. While their trio of friends raced to the ancient site, she pulled Dale close and kissed him passionately; neither cared who might win the vacant race. Ten minutes later, the pair came proudly trotting into the bonfire site. Both smiled!

The ride home for the kids would take the better part of a full hour. Once the group had congregated on the burned and abandoned Van Gangenburg location, they tethered their mounts in the river willows after removing the bridles and fitting the animals with colorful nylon halters and sturdy lead ropes with stout brass latches being sure to securely tie the restraints low on the trees in order to give the horses room to forage while the group began gathering deadfall for a bon fire which they laid on the sandy shore of the river; Sally Ann might be female, but she jumped right in, not about to let her male counterparts outdo her efforts. Soon, the five-some had a raging camp fire blazing; Sally Ann had brought hot dogs, buns and marshmallows in her saddle bags. With long, springy willow branches cut from the river willows, the members enjoyed a feast, joking and laughing, telling tales of the wild-west ruins upon which they stood.

Spreading blankets they had removed from behind the fancy-tooled western saddles on the thick grass of the prairie floor close enough to garner the warmth of the blaze, the group settled in for the traditional stories and relaxation of entertainment which had become habit on their oft chosen visit to the shadow-remains of the old ghost town. Seated close together on the lee side of the bon fire which the steady wind blew toward the river’s sand beach, precluding another “accidental” blaze on the slim remnants of the town, Tommy opened the discussion. Each already knew the coming conclusion their friend would eventually come to, but, the boy would take his own sweet time in getting there. Each roasted another hot dog or marshmallow, waiting.

“Seems,” the youth opened around a mouthful of charred hot dog, “Old Ezra van Gangen owned the better part of the west back there in the olden times. He had two sons, one, who became the town sheriff, after the old man founded the town of his own name, and the suave and sophisticated younger boy who ran the bank, had a fine house and a beautiful, and, young, French wife. Hyatt, the fair-haired heir-apparent to the fortune and Adrian, the lawman, never had any love lost between them…” Tommy paused for proper effect as the “captives” giggled.

Exaggeratedly swallowing another tasty morsel, he continued, eyes wide in anticipation.

“They did share, however, a romantic love-interest in Hyatt’s adorable wife, Byrne…”

With friend Tommy’s flare for fine storytelling, the audience foursome settled in for an entertaining tale of local history; smiles adorned the innocent faces of the assemblage. Bryan and Sally Ann sat close, but, with a respectful void between them; Dale and Josey played a passionate game of “kissy-face” which soon led to the pair wrapping themselves in their shared blanket. Ah! Young love! Indeed!

Several additional foraging trips along the river bank for additional drift wood-fuel during which time the sun had drifted to its sleeping loft in the west and an alabaster pale full moon had early-risen above the eastern horizon line to highlight the silver-thread ripple-shine of the river’s surface reflecting willow silhouettes and to glow-light the yellow prairie grass like the orb of a golden angel halo brought realization that the ride home would be delayed…somewhat.
No complaint found issue among the assemblage; adventure beckoned, if one simply sought!!

Wednesday, April 25, 2018

Excerpt from "Horizon Dawn" book

 
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Her anger flared and she threw a crystal champagne glass at him; the vessel missed its mark but the liquid contents left a wet swath across the left shoulder and back of his perfectly tailored silk suit, sure to leave a detestable, and irremovable, stain when the missile sailed over his head, smashing against the massive stone fireplace behind him. Jasmine immediately ran up the ornate curved staircase to her “shared” room in abject fear for her life; Byrne made no effort to hide her hatred of the girl who believed the house mistress to be absolutely mad. Husbands and wives often argued and fought, sometimes to the point of blows, but Jasmine had done nothing to invoke such rage against herself; after all, she was simply a quiet, willing and compliant guest.
Hyatt slapped Byrne across the face with a wicked backhand; she was stunned; he had transgressed in nearly every possible manner against her sensibilities, but never had he struck her. Monetarily, Byrne blacked out from the intensity of the unexpected blow causing her to fall onto the wood pine flooring. Striking her temple against the edge of a marble table brought from France via New York through the handling of the task by the General Store in Van Gangenburg.
Byrne lay unconscious for two full days as Daisy, the household maid, nursed her; slowly, Byrne recovered.  Hyatt promised the concerned nurse-maid that he would send to Omaha for a doctor, but no such telegram-message ever left his town.
Things settled down noticeably after the “accidental” fall of Mistress Byrne, as the townsfolk came to hear of and understand the story as explained by “loving” husband, Hyatt. She barely spoke to anyone, refused to go out, remained in her nightgown throughout the day while staying in her room. She had become a recluse, even having to be often reminded to eat and drink.
A month passed; then, two. Hyatt had taken Jasmine on a trip to Denver to introduce her to the majestic Rocky Mountains; they were gone for a full month. Upon their return, Byrne refused to allow entry to her room to Hyatt, having Daisy inform him that she was not receiving guests. He replied to the maid that she might inform her mistress that it suited him just fine. When Daisy related the message to Byrne, the latter sat motionless, not acknowledging the affront; the maid wondered if Byrne had even heard the words but decided just to let it go, not wanting to upset her, further. Daisy loved Byrne, but, her mistress seemed to grow ever-more-strange by the day.
On a Saturday evening in early summer, Hyatt hosted a gala party including bar-b-que and a dance for the entire population of the town including the “elites”, the common folk, even the Albino Prairie Dog Saloon bar keep and the dance hall girls, even, the entire county citizens, all of whom owed everything to the banker; naturally, everyone accepted the generous invite.
He introduced the very beautiful Jasmine as his charge, an “adopted” niece from down New Orleans-way whose widowed mother, a distant cousin to Hyatt, no one dared inquire as to the genealogical lineage of the faux claim, had died and out of a generous heart and compassion for the dear unfortunate, he and his lovely bride, Byrne, had taken her under their protective wings and expert tutelage. The mistress Byrne, Jasmine’s “aunt”, would, of course, be such a delightful positive influence on the poor child. Indeed!
The day had been particularly hot for early summer; afternoon temperatures soared above the ninety degree mark while a stiff south breeze from the Gulf pumped copious amounts of humid air over the wide central plains. As with all such gatherings, the weather evolved as a common thread among the participants serving as the proverbial “ice-breaker” to allow a pretense of “commonness” between the guests. The “collective” agreed consensus foretold “rain by dawn”, probably a fierce thunderstorm, once all the ingredients assembled. Promised to be a real “Doosey!” in the colloquial jargon of the “elite”-sophisticate members of the assemblage.
As a strange array of several conscripted instruments pressed into service to comprise a “band”, of sorts, the two fiddles, single guitar, one weak accordion with a slight tear in the bellows and a “tinny”-sounding washboard rhythmically raked with an old pewter table spoon were thankfully, mostly drowned out by the large piano belonging to Hyatt, having been imported from New York City, played while the citizenry sashayed around the grand gathering room replete with two Italian-crystal chandeliers casting yellow candle light while dripping hot tallow upon the soiree below with black soot-shadowing the white-washed ceiling above with greyish-smoke cloud-stains, the “elite, erudite, sophisticates” of the quaint “metropolis” of Van Gangenburg, Nebraska, the participants sipping exquisite French champagne from crystal glasses each worth more than the drinkers earned in a full month of labor, all the while scrunching up their delicate noses at the acrid taste and annoying aeration of the tart bubbly “vinegar”, each “ooh!”-ed and “aah!”-ed an approving nod to the generosity personified by the “Royal” host of the delightful entertainment. And, of course, and, most certainly, condolences and best wishes for a full and complete recovery for the absent mistress, Miss Byrne, who, regretfully was suffering yet another of her migraine headaches and could not attend. What a shame! Hyatt’s “disappointment” palpable with his disclosure. What an actor! What an actor! Bravo! Bravo!
Ah! The hicks from the grass prairie made Washington green with envy on that auspicious occasion; the executives, Senators, legislators, judiciary, diplomats and other self-appointed “Royalty-Elite” might have taken lessons on faux aggrandizement that warm eve. Yes! Sir-ee!
By nine, as dark had eclipsed the purple dusk with pitch black while the wind from the south continued to howl its discontent, promising a fierce-some storm, and as the yellow wax candles had melted into oblivion darkening the immense hall to bumping shadows begging continuous “Pardon!”-apologies while the band faltered and fumbled through yet another tedious waltz, as the champagne, wine, cold beer, even, the corn whiskey ran slow, then, out, and as the participants wore themselves to a frazzle doing their very best to keep up a good thing, most of these party-going animals were generally well into their second hour of nighttime repose by this hour, people began exiting the “palace” to hunt for their horses or carriage conveyances in the dark. Very near the late ten o’clock mark of time, a final retreating hoof beat could be heard on the dusty Main Street of little Van Gangenburg, Nebraska. What a party! What a swell party!
Surely, the town would not visit such opulent notoriety any time soon, again. Nothing could outdo this event! Nothing! Save, perhaps, total destruction of a faux-empire and its crowning jewel of a prairie town at the insane purposeful-intent behavior of one of its very own.
Around the midnight hour, in the darkened hush of the vacated grand gathering room of the mansion, Byrne Van Gangen silently slithered across the polished pine board floor. She hardly noticed as a discarded empty champagne bottle spun end for end as it slid across the dance floor to clank against the grand piano ornate leg when her foot sent it sailing askance in the night.
Carrying a kerosene lantern brightly lighted so as to cast eerie wraithlike shadows in a harbinger of impending dread in her left hand, the house mistress approached the wide staircase leading to the second floor; in her “dainty” right hand she clutched a “dainty” two shot derringer which she had carefully loaded prior to her escape from a self-imposed exile in her upper floor bedroom while the festivities had unfolded to now foray in a visit to the abandoned and vacant first floor party room where she should have been celebrity rather than that prostitute, Jasmine.
Byrne loved parties and her absence at this soiree of all consequential events angered her to the breaking point---then…well beyond! And, to add insult to injury, that little tramp, Jasmine, Hyatt’s “niece”? Indeed! Had managed to usurp Byrne’s proper place as head mistress of the court of the mansion. An obfuscating fog within her deranged mind had disintegrated into complete madness: Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned. Indeed!
And, Mistress Byrne Van Gangen, heiress to a vast fortune, had been embarrassingly scorned!
Ascending the stairs brought her to the wide hallway servicing the second floor of the house; it also served as a viewing balcony to the grand room below. Miss Byrne silently, with great stealth, surreptitious purpose, clandestine approach and demonic intent born of hatred seeking revenge, came before the door to the “King’s” lair where he lay with the house mistress’s nemesis, child-Jasmine. Rage filled Byrne’s mind as spittle escaped her stretched-tight lips.
A flickering arc of yellow light sailed through vacant time like a meteor in the dark of space in a trail ending upon the raised lid of the giant piano in the grand room below where the vessel exploded in a fireball of ignited kerosene setting the heavily draped-windows aflame. Within seconds, blazing fabric fragments caught a sofa and upholstered chairs in their fiery grasp quickly engulfing the entire room’s contents while boiling bubbled-havoc with the polished pine wood floor. Several windows burst under the intense heat and violent wind from the approaching storm which had built throughout the day added oxygen causing a reaction like dynamite in an explosion. Flames from the conflagration leaped and licked at the walls and ceiling as the intensity of the rapidly expanding fire glared shadows on the upstairs hallway walls.
There, Byrne stood before the door to Hyatt’s bedroom, staring blankly at the blockade.
Feeling the intensity of the heat generated by the fire below, Byrne turned the door handle, pushed against the obstruction expecting it to be locked from the inside but finding it open. Somewhere in her deranged mind she found enough reason to curse Hyatt one last time for his flagrant audacity in leaving the door unsecured. Damn! His arrogance and blatant disrespect!
Stepping through the cavity, she spied Hyatt’s occupied large bed between two windows where the heavy drapes stood outward due to the ferocity of the wind, outside, brewing up a formidable storm; the room’s amorous occupants had apparently not noticed the weather-threat.
Byrne’s approach had been unnoticed, also, and surmising from the evident frolic taking place under the rumpled sheets, neither of the room’s otherwise preoccupied occupants had been interrupted in their passionate activities by her surreptitious breach of their perceived privacy.
Several steps brought the house mistress to the edge of the noisily squeaking springs of the bed where Byrne paused above the enraptured couple; she stood silent, watching for several seconds, her face ashen, her eyes wild, but blank, devoid of emotion.; almost like some futuristic preprogramed robot, pulling the hem of her dress waist-high, she reached into the top of her silk patterned-stocking where her hand found the shiny silver two barrel derringer sporting white pearl handled “muff-pistol” loaded with .41-short caliber Remington lead bullet cartridges.
Jasmine sensed an intrusion and opened her large brown eyes; she recoiled toward the headboard as her body went ridged in astonished surprise and abject fear. She whimpered, softly.
Hyatt, quickly realizing that something was amiss by his lover’s uncharacteristic halt in her amorous activity, usually unabated and totally uncontrolled, raised his head to meet the demonic eyes of---Byrne! Then, his focus abruptly slipped from the blazing hatred of a pair of accusing orbs to a Cyclops sporting a single black hole of an eye pointed directly between his own eyes. He recognized the weapon as the very one he had given Byrne for self-protection. A mistake!
Hyatt blinked in astonishment and then tightly squeezed close his blue crystals to shut out the inevitability of what he instinctively knew was about to happen. The vacant action did not help!
Byrne did not disappoint as the tiny derringer barked a yellow-white streak of death which sought Hyatt’s screaming brain-protest bringing instant death; he slumped onto Jasmine’s trapped body which quaked from fear and terror. Finally, the girl managed to scream. Too late!
Byrne cocked the hammer once more and squeezed the smallish trigger sending a second searing ball of leaded-death into the pretty head of her husband’s child-mistress. Byrne’s hand fell weakly to her side as she stared at the dead bodies. Rest in Peace!
Byrne turned and exited the room now filled with the result of her revenge; she did not look back upon the bloody carnage in the disgusting demonic-evil bed.
Flames had already reached the second floor hallway and Byrne shielded her face from the hellish heat. Making her way down the hall to her own bedroom, she entered, closed, and then, bolted the door behind her. Going to her imported French dressing table, the mistress of the mansion ejected the two spent shell casings from the double-barreled nickel-plated “lady” derringer and inserted live ammunition in their place. Laying the weapon on the polished table top, she gazed at the reflection in the shiny mirror before her. Gently, Byrne touched her cheek with a finger, taking in her imaged features, her demented mind seeing the “beauty” she once had been in the etched grotesque real image.
“Still a beautiful woman!!” She admired, aloud, smiling at the imagined reflection.
Caressing her hair with her left hand, in admiration, the right reached a scissors from a side drawer. Pulling tufts of hair away from her head, she began cutting sporadically at the thin strands while allowing the severed curls to fall onto the floor; grey smoke began to filter under and around the door opening and she could feel the intensity of the heat accelerating noticeably. No matter! She’d be finished---Soon!
Shortly, the reflected image of a once very beautiful woman stared from the mirror looking like an ancient doll long ago discarded, moth eaten with only scant tufts of hair remaining.
An awful image of a haggard, old wretch stared back at Byrne. Just---Pathetic!
With a final shudder at the disgusting creature captured within the mirror of her special French dressing table imported all the way from the continent just for her adoring pleasure, Byrne cocked the hammer of her white handled derringer one final time. Placing the tiny black hole of the muzzle to her temple, she exerted pressure on the trigger ending her life as flames breached the heavy door to her private domicile exploding the windows of the vacant room.
Wind howled a fury like Hell must endure on a day when Satan rages his temper. Fire spread quickly from tender-dry wood building to building quickly engulfing the entire town roasting unaware inhabitants with a ferocity giving no warning or chance for any escape; within two hours, the once prosperous town of Van Gangenburg, Nebraska, disappeared from the verdant grasslands of the proud prairie. A deluge arrived too late to save anything.
Citizens of the burg who managed to survive numbered only fourteen; that fast and ferocious had been the conflagration. Nursing wounds and salving horrendous burn injuries, those poor souls very soon vanished from the area to seek a new beginning somewhere---hopefully…better.
Nothing remained of the once grand Van Gangenburg, Nebraska, site save distorted bits and pieces of cracked, melted glass and any stubborn metal that refused to be destroyed by a mere firestorm conflagration!. To all! An end! Final!

Tuesday, April 24, 2018

Excerpt from "Horizon Dawn" book



“Yeah?” Rob snarled. “I’ll give you a drink of water like you gave my friend, Jeb Frazier!”

Adrian recoiled at the challenge. “How in hell could he know that?” He wondered, silently.

“See that? Caleb? See that?” Rob yelled. “That look is a confession. He did it! He shot Jeb!”

“Give him a drink of water from the canteen,” Caleb commanded.

“What!?” Rob queried, unbelieving of his ears. “Why? Just shoot the dirty bastard.”

“Just give him the canteen,” Caleb repeated his intention. Grudgingly, Rob complied.

The cool water seemed to revive Adrian. “Thanks!” He said to Caleb who ignored his word.

“Ain’t no use shooting me---again.” He offered. “That buffalo gun done killed me. Dead!”

“You ain’t dead---yet! I just go your upper shoulder.” Caleb replied, ice in his voice. Pulling the “short” sword from its scabbard. “I got something special in mind, for you,” he continued with a mirthless smile which chilled the lawman to the bone.

This was a mean one! Adrian realized, sizing up his enemy. It became painfully obvious that he should have been more careful---much…more! Too late! Now!

In the fading after-light of dusk, an eerie pale glow hung over the gruesome scene.

“You ain’t planning on using that half-pint tooth pick on me?” Adrian pleaded, hopefully.

Caleb just smiled, twirling the weapon in his fingers. “Naw! I got a “big bang” just for you.

 “Gather some dry wood, Rob.” Caleb ordered Rob. “Build us a nice, but, very small fire.”

Caleb bound their captive’s feet together with a length of rope wrapped around his boots.

Adrian laughed. “You afraid I’ll ‘run’ off to the river and swim away to escape?”

Caleb didn’t reply; he removed Adrian’s bandana and folded it against his bleeding wound, not being mindful to be gentle in the process; though he could have been less attentive.

Then, he answered the sarcasm. “Naw! Just don’t want you bleeding to death. That’s all.”

He paused, smiling. Then, “I got something ‘real’ special in mind for you.” Adrian winced.

Once the flames were blazing enough to provide a modicum of warmth as the darkness brought with it a sudden chill on the damp night air, the “Texas-gang” gathered close to the comfort; Caleb fished two of his last six biscuits from his saddle bags, skewered them onto the blade and warmed them while Rob put water in the pot and set it into the fire to heat for coffee.

Adrian salivated at the sight of the food preparation activity and to the smell of warm biscuits.

Damn! He was going to miss supper in town, too, apparently. His shoulder hurt like the devil.

Lightning flashed in the western dark sky; more rain. Not at all unusual on the spring prairie.

“You just going to sit there and watch our ‘prisoner’ die?” Rob queried, around a biscuit.

Caleb gestured toward the western sky threatening a storm. “See that thunderstorm winding up yonder? It’ll be here in a little over an hour, I reckon.”

“Yeah. So?” Came his impatient brother’s confounded challenge. “You plan to drown him?”

Caleb took a sip of his coffee; then, he offered a malevolent smile which spread into a pleasurable grin as he reached for his saddlebags. Dragging them close-by, he searched inside.

Rob watched with a curious interest; Adrian knew he would not like Caleb’s find. He was right! His shoulder pained him so much that there was absolutely no chance to try anything.

Caleb sat his cup on a near-by dead log; he pulled out a folded piece of paper from deep inside his saddlebags and carefully unfolded the package and laid it on the ground revealing a black, greasy-looking substance. Rob stared in wonder; Adrian in nervous consternation.

Caleb let their curiosity build by very slowly removing his next object from the compartment.

A coiled, stiff string of some kind; the black circle was about six inches, in width. He smiled.

“That looks like dynamite fuse?” Bow-leg stated as a question begging for confirmation.

A curt nod gave the young man his desired agreement.

Caleb unrolled his bedroll, then folded it into a neat square about two feet per side.

Then he pulled his leather gloves from beneath his gun belt where always secured them when they were not on his hand. Putting them on, he pulled them tight, then uncoiled the little circle of braided string, reeling off a length about eighteen inches long. Giving a look to his ‘prisoner’ and then to kid brother Rob, he straightened the segment straight, inspected it for quality, then held one end between his right forefinger and thumb, an inch from its termination point, and, while pressing the remaining length into the black grease blob on the paper, dragged the entire length through the goo. This process, he repeated four more times. Finally, satisfied with the results of his handiwork, he laid the greased fuse on dry grass so air could circulate around it.

He carefully wiped his greasy gloves vigorously together to spread the grease over their surface so it could soak in, thus helping to soften and preserve the raw hide. Finally, he wiped them clean against another patch of dry grass. Satisfied, he removed both, laying them near-by.

Then, like a magician pulling a rabbit from the hat, Caleb reached deep into his saddlebag and came out with a white bundle of cotton batting like a seamstress might employ as filling. Gently, he laid the package on the flattened bed roll, checking it with his hand in a fluffing motion to guarantee its softness. On this cushion, of sorts, he gently laid the cotton package with great care.

Very carefully, gentle as a mother’s kiss, he uncovered the parcel; inside laid two cylindrical cotton tubes, each about ten inches long. These, he separated very gently, careful to keep them on the cotton blanket. He wiped at his brow, now glistening with a sheen of sweat.

Sipping a mouthful of water and taking a deep breath to relax his breathing, he continued.

Taking each tube, in turn, he unrolled the contents, laying them carefully on the cotton padding, side by side, but separated from one another. Dynamite! Rob let out a low whistle.

Done with that danger, Caleb visibly relaxed. The explosive sticks were cool and dry.

Finally, glad to have completed the task, and, relieved, he allowed a slight smile.

Rob sat, wide-eyed; Adrian licked dry lips, wishing for a drink of water. This was insanity!

“You’re not going to use that stuff on me!?” He almost yelled in disbelief. Caleb nodded.

“You’re inhuman! Insane! Both of you!” Adrian shouted. “They’ll hang you bastards!”

“You’ll have more chance the ‘Jeb Frazier’ got,” Caleb retorted. “Back shot! Remember?”

Adrian’s eyes blinked, wildly. There it was: They did know about Frazier! This was Revenge!

Reading the lawman’s mind, affirming his guilt, Rob added, “Yeah, We know all about it.”

The storm had gathered in the west and was moving quickly toward their location; its breadth spread wide across the prairie promising to be violent and enveloping the town a mile away. A reasonable timetable said that the deluge should slam them in about a half an hour.

“We got just enough time to set theses blasting caps, get the fuses in, slap a bit more grease on the setting to keep any water out,” he allowed a glance at Adrian, “attach them to our ‘guest-of-honor’, drag our guest to the river---“ He paused. Then, “Light the fuse and…throw him in.”

Adrian shook his head and attempted to stand; to fight! Searing pain precluded any such exerted movement. Damn! The luck! He had to figure some way---out! But…What!?

“I’ll give you money!” He pleaded. “Five thousand? Ten! More! How much will it take?”

“Sorry, Sheriff! No deal!” Caleb stated, working with the caps and fuses, being very careful.

“It’s cold-blooded murder!” Adrian was in a panic; the storm was only twenty minutes away; they could feel the cool breeze which precedes such a weather event. The end was very near!

“I didn’t mean to shoot Frazier!” Adrian pleaded, in vain. “It---it…was an accident.” He lied.

Ignoring the reprobate’s vacant pleadings, Caleb said to Rob as the former finished his handiwork of setting the blasting caps, inserting the fuses and waterproofing the connections with grease, “Cut about eight feet of rope from the sheriff’s lariat and bring it over here. Also, untie his horse so he can run free; he’ll head back to the livery when he gets tired and hungry.”

He gave a wry smile. “Sheriff Adrian won’t be needing him---anymore…ever!” he added.

Caleb bound the law dog’s hands together behind his back; Adrian screamed at the pain.

The impending storm threatened, now, about ten minutes way; the town was already getting wet. That, Caleb knew, would force any stragglers off the street, inside, for shelter. Good!

Caleb hurriedly repacked his contents into the saddle bag and buckled the leather, tightly.

Lightning was now close enough that the flashes lighted the three men in yellow-white bursts.

Rob and Caleb grabbed their victim under the arms; Adrian screamed in pain; they ignored him. Within minutes, the Good Sheriff would be beyond physical hurt. “Evaporated” to the ages!

At the water’s edge, they sat him down. Cringing, he could smell the stench of a watery grave.

The first cold raindrops plopped on their hats; Adrian pleaded and begged; then, prayed; then, cried. A cold wind tore his words away from the group; lightning exploded; the rain increased.

Caleb stuck the dynamite sticks into Adrian’s waistband under his gun belt; he lit the fuses!

Getting him roughly, and, quickly, to unsteady feet, they gave him a huge push into the swift current of the river and turned to run for cover. Making barely twenty feet, a deafening explosion and violent concussion threw the pair, headfirst, into the prairie grass along the shoreline at the base of the willow trees bending severely in the wild wind of the torrential storm as lightning flashed with a vengeance and thunder clapped as it echo-roared across the dark prairie vacancy.

“Adios! Adrian!” Caleb said as the pair regained their feet. He allowed a smile toward Rob.

Bow-leg couldn’t manage a return agreement; “Revenge” turned out not to be so sweet.

Ezra’s killing had bothered the young man, but, he had not been directly in it, not even a witness. Adrian was another story. He could still smell the fearful man’s sweat, now mixed with an acrid odor of gun powder-like dynamite among sulfur from lightning-action and fresh rain.

Suddenly, he felt sick to his stomach; he threw up. In the storm, brother Caleb did not notice.

At the horses, the pair quickly donned rain slickers, then, saddled up, exchanged halters and lead ropes for bridles, and mounted.

Reining the steeds southward, along the tree line beside the flooding river, with rain slickers shining a wet reflection of the intense lightning, the “Texas-gang” made tracks for Waco!

About a mile down-trail from their impromptu camp where Sheriff Adrian had met his deserved demise and with the intensity of the onslaught diminishing, somewhat, though the torrent had been to their backs, thankfully, one of the trusty equines trampled on a “hat”, of sorts; unseen, in the darkness, the rider’s steed stepped on the resembled crown of a hat, much worse for wear, as it showed scorch-marks around the edge where a one-time brim had been blown away! The wild-wind must have carried the ruined accoutrement down-range. C’est la vie!  

Sheriff Adrian’s mount showed up at the livery the very next afternoon; Horsehide found the nag inside the stable, standing at his stall door, waiting for food. The hostler had not seen the sheriff return; it seemed strange that Adrian had simply abandoned the horse without removing the saddle, bridle and currying the animal before returning it to the stall. He undertook the tasks.

Around dusk of the same day, Deputy Jasper showed up, inquiring of old Horsehide as to whether or not he had seen the sheriff; the wrangler told him the story of the “magical” horse.

When the good sheriff had not appeared by the next morning, Jasper rode out to the Van Gangen ranch only to learn that the lawman had, indeed, been there, but, had ridden out to return to town, late that same day. On his return trip to town, Jasper searched for any sign, but, the storm had removed all traces. They organized a search to look for Sheriff Adrian. Nothing!

Someone among the elite citizens fathomed a theory, after much consultation salted with plenty of cold beer and warm whiskey down to the Albino Prairie Dog Saloon one afternoon, that the good sheriff must have got swallowed up in the quicksand at the south crossing.

Immediate consensus among his “genius” cohorts on hand acceded to the “errant” conclusion.

So, it became a subtle “secret” among the shakers and doers of the budding little metropolis that the flooded river had gotten the lawman; “blown” away in the horrendous storm, that night!                                  

Within a half year of time passing after the cold-blooded murder of Ezra van Gangen, which to date remained unsolved, thereby leaving a murderer running free, due to the most unusual disappearance of his step-son, Sheriff Adrian, whose presumed dead body had never turned up, Hyatt, as sole, and, now, uncontested heir to the vast fortune and estate, had let control of the expansive empire go to his head. Byrne heard rumor that within several generations following the demise of the “genius” shakers and movers of greatness who succeeded in amassing vast fortunes over decades of hard work, luck, ambition, thievery and skullduggery, very often lost the entire legacy, ending in total ruin, if they, somehow, managed to survive, at all. Hmm!

She had dismissed such gossip as wishful thinking on the part of her envious “lady”-friends of the smallish town concluding that the jealous old crows only wanted her fortune to be destroyed since they could find no means to garner it for themselves. Little by little, Byrne’s intelligence and her husband, Hyatt’s, obvious inability to run such a huge conglomeration as the enormous ranch, the town bearing the name of his birthright which included all the going business concerns and vast riches comprised of land, money, silver, gold, artwork, properties and homes began to become painfully aware to the heiress-by-circumstance of fortuitous marriage. Clearly, as the days slowly passed, she began to develop a picture of where the inherited wealth was taking them and Byrne did not intend to be discarded on the desolate vastness of the grass prairie as a pile of bleached bones which the local rodent-varmints would chew on for needed calcium in their diets. The problem: How to come out on top, once more, this time around---without Hyatt.

The pompous heir, the very day after his father’s funeral, had left for St. Louis on yet another of his infamous, well-established “business” trips; six weeks later he had dutifully returned with a dozen brand new suits of the latest cut and, also, in tow, the tailor from the prestigious city whom Hyatt set up in the General Store with a wagon load of fine fabric choices. Nobody in the burg could afford such opulence, save the banker, Hyatt, himself. Still, he managed to keep the clothier fully occupied designing, cutting and sewing one outfit after another; each new dawn saw the “Joke” of the community sporting a new masquerade as the treatments became more and more ridiculous and grotesque as the tailor’s creative limitations had been approached, and, surpassed. Hyatt refused to accept the man’s excuses, demanding ever more “exquisite” attire.

Such behavior caused myriad arguments between Hyatt and Byrne as she caught the brunt of his faux extravagances from the busy-body witches of the town who desperately envied her honored position of status and wealth. Finally, as the tailor’s creative designs began to obviously repeat themselves in appearance, Hyatt unceremoniously threw the concierge, of a sort, onto the weekly afternoon eastbound stage for St. Louis; Byrne feared that he might just do the same to her, one day, when she no longer suited his needs. The next day, Hyatt left for New Orleans.

Byrne both desired and demanded constant attention; since her brother-in-law, Sheriff Adrian Van Gangen, had mysteriously disappeared from the face of the earth and with her husband, Hyatt’s, numerous vacancies, not to mention his philandering’s at the Albino Prairie Dog Saloon where he practiced his reputation with the bar girls on a regular basis in the opulent upstairs private room he maintained for his personal entertainment with frequent dalliances, she searched high and low for a replacement for the errant law man. All, to no avail.

Any potential conquest she might even grudgingly consider was already married, not that such would have impeded Miss Byrne Van Gangen’s successful attempt, her looks and charm easily triumphed over the simple competition, but, these country boys were henpecked as any barnyard rooster by the old crows whom they had married, some by trickery, others by fear of losing the opportunity to ever garner a wife in such a god-forsaken atmosphere as this depressing prairieland. Besides that, each owed his financial happenstance, poor as that may, in reality, prove to be, to their benefactor, her husband, and the possible field feared his wrath. At that conclusion, Byrne laughed, thinking that Hyatt wouldn’t care what she did, or with whom.

There were a fair number of rugged, good looking cowhands who frequented the Albino Prairie Dog once a month on payday where they quickly spent their coins on cheap whiskey and cheaper saloon-girl company for a quick roll. Then, back to the range for another thirty days sunrise-to-sunset toil in the desperate hope of surviving so as to enjoy the sorry monotony once more at the end of the month. She had already been to, and through, the bottom of the heap in her life in New York with the dock workers and laborers of the city scum; the local cowboys seemed a bit cleaner and, perhaps, a little more gentlemanly, at least they took a bath once a week, Saturday, before coming to town. Yet, all men managed to smell and act the same, like wild dogs pawing greasy hands and grimy fingers at a girl. She had, at last, done a lot better for herself.

All her prospects were pretty bleak; any plan Byrne attempted to concoct seemed destined to failure. Still, while she craved the attentions of a real man, her plight gave her status and money. Not bad for a working girl from the wrong side of the proverbial tracks. Thank you! Very much!

Two months after Hyatt’s “necessary” business trip to New Orleans, Byrne’s husband returned home, again with a “guest” in tow. Byrne scowled and her dark complexion clouded with angry emotion tinged with acute jealousy; she did not even attempt to disguise her disgust.

Hyatt’s proclivity for debauchery and the embarrassment Byrne suffered because of it made the woman nauseous, but, prior to this display, he had kept his perversions mostly private although the entire town knew of his numerous “associations” with younger women; now, he showed total disrespect for Byrne by bringing the tramp into his wife’s very home, to live.

Jasmine stood barely five feet tall, but, nobody seeing the Creole beauty would mind, nor barely notice her diminutive stature. Large, dark brown eyes seemed to shadow an olive shading adding charm and beauty to an oblong face replete with full red lips, generous, yet not overly ostentatious, more attractive in a manner begging to be crushed emotionally with passionate kisses. Thick, dark, raven-black hair adorned her head as an achieving crown of a queen contestant in a beauty pageant. A French-English accent turned heads bringing adoring attention to the girl. The Creole beauty might have been sixteen or seventeen, but the allure deepened with that innocent childlike appearance of a twelve year old just at the very blush of womanhood.

Byrne wanted to cut the girl’s throat, right there on the spot, but, Hyatt read the signs and kept his “guest” away from the Femme fatale as best he could. The Creole child spent nights in Hyatt’s room, under his guard. This blatant affront to Byrne’s position as mistress of the newly acquired empire set her emotions on raw edge prompting her vivid imagination to run wild. She immediately began to behave as a demented woman-possessed. Danger lurked as she flirted with depression through raging anger, demeaning disgust and vile jealousy, becoming despondent.

One bright spot developed almost immediately, quickly negated by the reason, itself. In the month since husband-Hyatt had sprung his surprise on Byrne and upon the population of the town of his namesake, he had discontinued his nightly forays to the Albino Prairie Dog Saloon and his thinly veiled rendezvous with the cheap saloon girls there, preferring to retire early each evening, as soon as dining had been completed and spending the time in his room entertaining Jasmine in the finer private delicacies of behavior as the beautiful “Princess of the Prairie!”

That was the exact term Hyatt used when Byrne had confronted her husband with objections.